Sembilan purnama telah terlihat dek pancaindera. Ini, aku, bakal tinggalkan tempat berjihad seketika, pulang ke sarang yang aku rindu. Menekur wajah yang menjadi dambaan hatiku. Entah makin bertambahkah kedutan di wajah? Enta…
" If anything you learn from lies, Is how to say goodbye," - Dia Frampton, How To Say Goodbye Confused souls. Complicated sentences. Mixed sentiments. Sometimes, you need to learn to say goodbye to the pe…
People who know me well would know my addiction towards Demi Lovato. I even scolded Anas for pronouncing Lavato instead of Lovato. That's how I love Demi. I wouldn't call her perfect, since she's far from perfect,…
"I don't know about you, But I'm feeling 22," Taylor Swift, 22 Being 22, with not so many achievements to be proud of is... hard. Mr Darcy texted me last Friday, telling me about his business investments …
Me: Abah, result keluar 27hb. Abah: Kakak dapat result apa pun, Abah redha. Me: Mommy, I made a mistake. Mommy: Kakak, I know you didn't mean it that way, so take it as Allah sayang kakak, nak akak rasa pengalaman yan…
Just can't seem to find my ways in writing English posts nowadays. *sighs* So, there's this girl I know. She's amazingly talented and beautiful, but she... just doesn't know that yet. And for some reason, she …
Beberapa ketika ini, aku tak habis-habis mencicip di Twitter. " I wanna get married," Tekanan kertas bercetak yang menentukan jatuh bangun aku dalam arena akademik terlampau menunjal hati aku. Tak tenang jadinya. Ya…
" Liyana, you ni puitis sangat ni," Kalau bukan aku yang mampu menghargai aksara, siapa lagi yang bakal menyemai kasih, bercinta dengan kata-kata? Dan cinta itu juga yang buat aku jatuh, jatuh, dan terus jatuh. Sakit …
" Ruang sempit terbuka, Tapi hati kau sama luas seperti yang lalu," Teratak yang dulu Abah katakan impian Abah aku tenung. Walau hanya dalam sekeping kertas. Sekeping kertas berwarna. Aku tak sangka, aku sungguh tak…
I'm scarred, I hope not for life. Bagaimana harus aku nyatakan hal ini? Hmm. Analoginya, begini. Span, bila kau tekan, pasti akan berubah bentuk. Kemudian perlahan-lahan, span itu akan kembali ke bentuk asal. Hati aku,…
" Holding onto hope, Five floors beneath the atmosphere, Seven hours till we land, And it all will be just souvenir, Of the sand we bottled up, On the other side of the Pacific Ocean," - Inamorata - Ryan Mitchell…
I'm just a molecule of air, drifting in the atmosphere. - Atmosphere - Mree Lately, I've been feeling invisible. Sometimes, being invisible is cool, like you are in your own world, and no one's there to judge you…
She lives. She dies. She loves. She cries. She laughs. She hopes. But in the end, she's seeking for a place. For a home. For a person. For a hug. But, the heck. She doesn't want to open up. She refuses to sha…
There are times that I wish I can just tell people that I'm so sick. I'm dying. So that they can at least look at me for a second and say, " Now now, Liyana, here I am. Tell me what I need to do to make you feel be…
Perlahan-lahan aku bertatih. Satu. Dua. Jatuh. Tiga. Empat. Jatuh. Lima. Enam. Tujuh. Jatuh. Tapi sekurang-kurangnya aku bangkit semula. Aku cuba bertatih lagi. Walau perlahan. Tapi aku ada satu kelemahan. Hulu…
Sembilan dah berlalu. Sepuluh minta izin untuk bertamu. Dua angka, satu dan sifar, tapi bawa satu makna. Imtihan bakal tiba. Dalam sepurnama rasanya. Dan persediaan? Jujur, walau secara mental pun tak termampu, apa lagi sec…
Mungkin benar kata kau buat sekali ini. Kau yang menantikan seseorang yang mahukan dirimu kerana engkau adalah engkau. Bukan kerana cantikmu, bukan semata-mata kerana hatimu, bukan jua kerana keturunanmu. Tapi kerana engkau ada…
Bisu. Dalam kata-kata pun kau boleh bisu. Kerana tiada telinga yang mahu menadah. Itu bisu.
Things-to-do (Assignments) Assignment : Reader's Assignment CHEE2501 Report : CHEM2056 Lab 3 Report : Capstone Report Report : Lab 3 CHEE2010 Presentation : Poster's Presentation And another one lab report and…
Sepuluh. Sama dengan bilangan jemari aku yang sempurna. Aku cuba untuk beritahu, betapa hidup aku seumpama kembar neraka. Dan kemudian aku menangis. " You can wrap your finger around my thumb and hold me tight," …
Cloudy skies. Laughters. Conversation. Almost full moon. And a big UQ signboard. We were there, pouring our hearts out, trying to let each other into our past, hoping that we'll acknowledge each other in the future as f…
Browsed through the contact list that I have on my phone. Scrolling down. And down. And down. A**** **. Stopped. Stopped right there. Should I delete this one? When my presence is not even significant any …
How selfish was I? No. How selfish am I to expect that he would always be there through rain and shine, when I'm not there as a whole? I was there, but.. only barely at the surface, and he tried to dig deeper... into my s…
They told me that when I was younger Lying leaves you blind and don't leave anyone behind And all those things that make you stronger Will have you lying on the floor think you can't take it anymore It's alrig…
Woke up. Horrible. I made a mistake. And because of that single mistake, my day is ruined. Heck, I've forgotten to put the dirty laundry in the basket last night and now I'm blaming myself, just... blaming myself. B…
Just because PMS is getting to me, and I hate it. I hate PMS-ing. I just wanna stay in bed, curled up like a baby in her mother's womb. I wanna cry. I wanna curse. I wanna be angry to all the people around me. But I can'…
Three months ago, as you walked by, and said nothing to me, without any single smile, I questioned myself, where did I go wrong? Why couldn't you see me the way you had seen me before? And pain came rushing through my veins, …
How would I answer those questions? You know what the answers should be. But you don't wanna hear that.
Browsing through my Facebook profile and my *incredibly* ridiculous statuses, I've realized something. I've changed a lot. From that girl who would post *almost* everything on Facebook, to the girl who has her own mind in…
Dalam nada berbisik, ikhlas tertindih, hati terselit, Jentikkan loceng perasaan, Paparkan biar konon terkesan, Kau yang penuh syahdu menari jejak hati, Menggamit aku yang dalam keterpaksaan untuk terus meniru, Meniru tar…
Bodoh. Bodoh kau tahu? Dalam doa kau minta kemaafan, Realitinya kau sendiri sukar memaafkan. Kalau benar kau benar-benar mahu kemaafan, Luka kau takkan mungkin sebesar kemahuan. Nah, maafkan. Maafkanlah diri. Maafkan.��…
I wonder if love can flow from lips through a peck at the cheeks. If that love is able to travel from artery to heart to vein and circulate the body. If that love can travel through perfume that diffuses in the air. If that lo…
I’ve got no money in my hands or my coat or my pocket Wont get to space cos I haven’t got a rocket But I’ve air in my lungs Eyes in my sockets And a heart that beats Like a tap that leaks In the night when you haven’t g…
Not that I don't enjoy other people's company, but I prefer to be alone today. I feel like I need some time off rather than to be thinking of what people want me to do and what I want to do for myself. Feel like going…
Just one of those days when I feel like looking back to the old days. Yes, I just want to tell you, it takes everything in me, not to call you. And I hope, sometimes, you wonder about me. Because we used to be so c…
Me : Do you know what Malaikat Malik do, Damia? Damia : No, what does he do, ustazah? Me : He guards Hell. Damia : I thought angels do not go to hell. Shaitaan do, right ustazah? Me : Yes, but Malaikat Malik does not go to…
Hitam. Putih. Kau tahu cuma dua warna itu dan kau mahu aku pilih. Sedangkan aku mahu lebih tahu apa yang ada di tengah-tengah, Mungkin ada jingga, biru, dan merah, Sedang di tengah langit kelabu pun ada warna putih, Domi…
Kau bukan sekadar gadis manis yang lahir saat embun tertitis, Jiwa kau pernah ada kontangnya, laksana gurun menanti air hujan menimbun, Kemudian banjir meranap segala, termasuk kekosongan. Dan banjir tinggalkan kekosongan…
Skies. Mountains. Orange, bright red hues. But do you know, she is looking through you, and she is examining you, and she is nursing you, or at least she tries to, whilst you are looking at the sunset. She is something…
People and the tendency to say "you're definitely wrong,". Surrounded by great minds, and different opinions, you get to feel somehow, emm, down. Because you're not the type of girl who ever think about poli…
Allah tahu. Allah tahu. 20:112 " Dan barangsiapa mengerjakan kebajikan sedang dia dalam keadaan beriman, maka dia tidak khuatir akan perlakuan zalim terhadapnya dan tidak pula khuatir akan pengurangan haknya,&qu…
Husna and Farhana sent me an audio message through WhatsApp. More to like an audio cover of Taylor Swift's Everything Has Changed by Husna and Farhana themselves. And as much as I hate to admit, through this *horrible* ph…
Humans expect. Expect for the result for becoming a good person. And mostly, orang akan expect result tu di dunia ni. Contoh : oh, hari tu aku dah infakkan sikit duit untuk Syria, mesti Allah akan permudahkan exam aku Sabtu ni.…
To be around the people who would constantly give da'wah (reminders) to you, who would want to be your neighbours in Jannah. I think I've found those people in Brisbane.
Hati, Hati-hati menyerahkan janji. Hati-hati dalam berhati-hati. Hati-hati dalam memberi percaya. Hati-hati dalam mengosongkan hati. Aduh, jangan terlampau sakit, hati. Kau itu cuma bahan, bahan untuk membawa diri bertemu Ila…
Awak, Awak dah habis grad nanti masuk meminang saya tau. Eh? Okay bye.
Estoy duelo. Sakit. Hurt. How do I let it all go? How do I be myself again and let it all go?
How do I forgive you? By knowing that the amount of hurt that you've caused me actually comes from Allah. By knowing that I want His blessings and forgiveness everyday. By knowing I'm trying my best to become better e…
You. My life revolves around submitting myself, heart and soul to Allah, and you made me realise that. Thank you, though the pain is still healing. I know the Healer is Allah itself. You were not the one who caused the pain, …
Dah berapa lama. Allah, tolonglah tolonglah tolonglah aku sekarang. Dengan konflik ini aku terasa seolah-olah aku tak mampu lagi. Sampai bila ya Allah? Sampai bila? :(
Kadang-kadang aku ada terbayang perkara-perkara masa lalu yang aku telah lakukan. Dan kadangkala aku akan terus berkata pada diri sendiri, " Ah, bodohnya aku berkelakuan sebegitu!" Nah, itu tandanya aku sedang mempe…
It's a little song that gives me hope, at the very least. Zach didn't give up, he wanted to go on, and live happily. I, deserve a happy life too. Not this depressing life. " And we're going up up up, but…
When I call my mom next time, I'm going to ask her this : " Mommy, do you want me to be home during summer break?" Because I really want to be home now. I feel like booking a ticket straight from New Zealand to …
Painful words. Heart-throbbing painful words. Awkward silence. I'm unable to do this any longer. Can't believe I have put up with all these nonsense for quite a while. Even if people say that when you don't ha…
Allah wants me to be stronger. Prioritise. Allah Allah Allah. Sayang betul Allah pada aku ni. Dugaan demi dugaan Allah bagi, tanda Dia ingat. Alhamdulillah untuk dugaan-dugaan ni. Ada satu perkara yang selalu aku pasakkan d…
I am worried about a WHOLE lot of things. I'm worried about Maths first and foremost. Ya Allah, I don't know, I'm trying my best to cope with everything Maths-y here and I'm not sure if I'm doing a good job.…
I wanted to book an appointment with a counselor just now. It turned out that someone cancelled an his/er appointment with the counselor and I got to replace her/im. Alhamdulillah. Because I really needed to talk to someone o…
Wanna go home. Never thought I'll be saying this, but I've shed tears, more than enough now. Not because I feel homesick, or I miss home. I just don't feel at home. I feel lonely. I just wanna go home. But I can…
I have a quiz tomorrow and I feel so lazy. I hate this feeling. I hate feeling unproductive, but I just do. Ya Allah. Nak nangis rasa.
Okay, sesetengah orang yakin (yang amat) bagaimana Pakatan Rakyat mampu melahirkan langkah pertama ke arah Ustaziatul Alam ataupun World Order. Pernah terfikir seperkara? Mana tahu sebenarnya Ustaziatul Alam tu sebenarnya gab…
Kalau orang perlakukan aku sebagaimana sekalipun, kalau aku serabut dengan apa masalah sekalipun, kalau aku geram dengan situasi mana pun, bila dia bersuara dari hujung dunia, mula mengadu, " Long, Kak Ngah stress tau, bac…
Aku cuma seorang gadis yang dipenuhi tanda soal pada dirinya. Agaknya itu yang orang rasakan ada pada aku. Aku bukan gadis misteri, taulan. Aku gadis yang paling senang dibaca pergerakannya, paling mudah diaturkan langkahnya…
I was craving for big, juicy prawns last week. I mean, like the biggest, juiciest prawns that can only be found in Kuala Muda, Kedah, MALAYSIA. Err, in a nutshell, I miss home. So I WhatsApped Mommy. Me : Nak udang besar. M…
4 tahun dan aku fikir aku cukup kenal siapa kau. Tapi kau sembunyikan satu fakta. Satu fakta yang menyentap hati kau sendiri, dan hati aku yang terkemudian. Aku sayang kau. Allah. Allah. Allah. Dari Engkau kami datang, dan …
23. Aku benci waktu-waktu sebegini. Sebab aku tak mampu mencakna makna yang diriku sendiri berikan. Aku terasa. Tapi tak apa, dalam usaha untuk aku pujuk diri, aku bisikkan, badai pasti berlalu. Walaupun badai itu tidak beram…
Kau bisu, mana aku tahu. Kau mencebik, kau fikir aku tahu bahasa badan kau? Aku cuma mampu menterjemah, tapi aku tahu mungkin banyak terjemahan aku yang salah. Cuba kau beritahu, ada yang aku lakukan mengguris hati kau? Ada yan…
Ch : Why aren't you inside? Fr : It's too loud, and everyone's partying. Ch : And you don't like parties? It's like a desert over here. Fr : I like serenity if that's what you mean, thank you. Ch : …
I'm surprised myself. I mean, I never thought I'd go for Paramore's Still Into You or Nikki William's Kill, F*ck, Marry. And Maths, you're making me dance to Still Into You and be crayy. And maybe that'…
" Beritahu apa salah aku, biar aku perbaiki. Tak perlu kau terus tongsampahkan usaha aku ini," Senyap. " Apa aku tak cukup beri usaha untuk kau hargai sedikit pun waktu yang aku senggangkan untuk tanggungjawab …
Caption 1 : Double Integrals isn't a pretty sight to see, but nonetheless, very important in Chemical Engineering, or so they say. Nayy, maybe it's an important process to succeed in life, by learning Double Integral…
