I Almost Do

Just one of those days when I feel like looking back to the old days.

Yes, I just want to tell you, it takes everything in me, not to call you. 

And I hope, sometimes, you wonder about me.

Because we used to be so close. So so close, but our differences in expectations ruined everything. I should have never expect anything. I'm sorry. 

But now I need to know the reason. That reason. You know who you are.