Written

Painful words.

Heart-throbbing painful words.

Awkward silence.

I'm unable to do this any longer. Can't believe I have put up with all these nonsense for quite a while.

Even if people say that when you don't have anything nice to say, just be silent, but that's another different case.

And when you have something to say, say it nicely, with gentleness.

Because I can feel my heart is bleeding. I wish you can smile now. I wish you can smile. Because I have sacrificed this for you. I have sacrificed my heart for you.

Should have been myself. Should have been quiet rather than fitting in.

That's a regret.