Undeserving

I don't wanna get married.

I'm not opposed to marriage in any sort of way, but a girl like me is just not worthy of being married to someone. To have someone to love her, and care for her. I don't deserve it. I don't deserve things like that.

I am the most horrible thing that you can ever encounter on. I don't deserve that kind of love.

I'm undeserving of love.