It's Lily's birthday today and I wish I'm in Malaysia to celebrate her birthday with her. She sent me a Whatsapp message inviting me to her birthday party and believe me, that almost made me tear up. I really do love you, Lily.

I miss Yazmin. I mean, to think that I've only met her once and our hearts are tied to each other already, is just amazing. Achik once told me in our usrah session, Allah is the one who has blossomed the love in our hearts. And that is the truth, indeed. :)

So, just wanna share something from our usrah session. We were talking about ukhwahfillah last weekend. And mashaAllah, how that topic touched my heart. I was crying when I talked about one of my friends that I really love.

Have you ever had someone, whom you love so much, that you're just dying to know if she loves you back just like the way you love her? 

I have.

And I still love her, as she will always have a special place in my heart, insyaAllah. But the question that keeps going on and on in my mind is, does she love me? 

So I questioned that matter in the usrah session. It might seem like a bad idea to question this sort of thing in an usrah session, but nope, I've definitely got it now, alhamdulillah.

If you really love someone, and you want her to love you, just like the way you do, and she doesn't love you like what you would have expected of her, bear this in mind : Allah yang campakkan rasa sayang dalam hati-hati manusia.

And yes, she might not love you as much as you love her, but again, Allah will send someone to love you like the way you love her. Note this : just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, it doesn't mean that s/he doesn't love you with all her/is heart.

Thank you, Kak Nani.