Maybe I have not...

Every little glance my way.
... seen this from his "glance".

Every time you wanted to hang.
... or understood what "hang" really meant.

You seemed so interested.
Or were you? Were you REALLY interested? So...

Could you tell me, was it real or was it all in my head?



Writing this at 4 am when I should've done something more prior. Sleep.


Lately, I've been trying to fight whatever's pulling us under.
Maybe I've been trying to fight myself from pulling me under.

It's gotta hold and really making me wonder.
... will I be able to love again as deep?

What it takes to get through, I gotta stick with you my baby.
If getting through is as simple as sticking with 'you'.


A little thing that made me realize...


All I knew this morning when I woke,
is I know there's something now, there's something now, I didn't before.
... of how memories that are so distant can still be a factor that you want to eliminate.

And all I've seen since 18 hours ago is green eyes, and the freckles, and your smile,
at the back of my mind, making me feel like.
... Like I'm somehow undeserving of another chance in love. In someone else.

p/s : 4.30 am and sleep is what I should have.